I know just how you feel.
Bought mine in November of 2016.
Dealer was 3 hours away. Could not even look at it. Just a crappy phone picture.
Joined this Forum.
Dealer stored it for me till April of 2017.
Forum was my therapy.
I was in Houston on business when it arrived.
Another week of my wife and friends sending me pictures.
Rides $25.00 they said.
Came here to cry about it. Nobody cared they laughed at me too.
Got home and made up for lost time.
Still on the forum.
Oh and welcome from Indiana.
Mine is now sitting at my office so I can at least look at it.