Finally some good news. Today is the first day in over a year, I feel human. Obviously, I have had this system infection since cancer therapy. The week in the hospital appears to have done the trick. Except for some more mega med bills and my business going to crap, I am going to survive and maybe get back to close to normal existence. Things had been so not so good for so long, I was not encouraged about seeing it through but now is a different story. I am actually looking forward to working on the R3 upgrade. I've even worked outside in the heat all morning and feel pretty **** good. Anyway, thanks all for all the support and well wishes. This has been a long hard journey. Having good friends through this extended R3 family has helped. Hope to see a bunch of you this weekend.