MID LIFE CRISES. I would like to say it is part of the human condition. At a time in our lives when we begin to have a release from parenting responsibilities because our children don't need us as much. We begin to look around and see what is going on around us. For many its also realizing we getting older and want to hang onto our youth. With **** being so prevelant our imaginations lead many down a dangerous road. [dont do it] Many turn to toys that bring back memories of our youth. Its so wrong to throw away a life time of investment with your wife and family for a forbidden fruit.
We must stop what we are doing and count our blessings. Name them and thank them. You never know how much you have until it is taken away from you. Make good choices and hug your wife. I'm cheering for you.