Hello & welcome from the UK.
Your introduction struck a cord with me. It was your comment about your state of health and how at this time you are considering selling up due to the challenges that you are currently experiencing.
Five years ago I faced the same situation due to my own health. At that time, I made the extremely reluctant decision to sell my bikes and I faced a future without my love of riding. I am fortunate because I have other hobbies & interests, so I decided to just focus more free time into those other pursuits which was what I needed to do at that time.
Fast forward four years and my health had stabilised enough for me to consider riding a motorcycle again, so at the beginning of this year I jumped back in with both feet and purchased a 2020 Rocket 3R and I have become myself once more. I got my mojo back.....The 'Rocket' has given me my mojo back
The moral of the story I think, is:
Time can sometimes heal what doesn't always appear to be possible. So don't give up hope. Just do what is needed to get better and keep your mind open to the possibility of a positive outcome over time. Maybe holding on to your Rocket for at least a while longer, it might keep reminding you that it's worth working towards the prize....to ride a Rocket....cos there's nothing quite like a Rocket